the answer for the q that ts ask..

haha..ok...2 make my best fren clear about my situation i have 2 write again about ppl bad ass...
y i dislike that guy...it is jus becoz
1) he live in my room b4 when i start moving in..he nvr pay me bt i oso nvr ask him to do so..bt wat make me mad is he dun help 2 clean the room...
2)he like to take advantage of other. he nw live v my other housemates..he nnvr do housework s he used nt around during weekend..while other clean like hell....
3)he thought that every single thing that we gave him is so naturally..he nvr appreaciate wat v giv...(i hate tis kind of nut)
my other housemate cn tolerate v him s i think they thought 1 day they might need their help..bt i swear that i won beg on him 4 his help....
other cn tolerate bt i cant is i cant sit ther n see a guy jus bz chatting while other work like hell..that nt the way i work..n i dunno la..
lot things happen here
tell u clearer x time

i am a freak?

hehe..use to call ppl freak..weird and others..bt finally i realise that the ppl around me make me look like a jerk!hha..y i say so...coz i cant stand when found out some ppl are always taking advantages of other ppl..(mayb i wan 2 b a hero)..and i cant understand y some ppl ve 2 sacrifice jus for 1 ppl benefits?this call fair?this is wat we call tolerate?i dunno..i jus feel i cant stand of it anymore and jus feel like moving out of this place...i used to say "i am a devil"..bt here gt god damn many angel! willing sacrifice..dunno if they are gd o wat..bt jus i wont b 1 of them..i call them stupid while they call me"selfish"..am i the 1 they say?i dunno..

curry mee!

hah..tat day i talked to my mom. i said"when v r kids..v r so poor n v cn only have a small curry mee in canteen when schol..at tat time the curry mee is the best curry mee that v ever had s v dun have muc money n the most important is it is nt ezsy to eat curry mee at that time."nw our finacial status stable d n when v eat the the best curry mee in the world..v still ll find out tat the curry mee tat v had when a kid is still the best.."
n the same thing ll go to our first love..as it is nt easy to have a gf so the 1t gf is always the best 4 me..n still deep in love with it..(hha..tai lo nt i cant let go bt u know la "if ther is a will,there is a way rite"so jus let me do something tat stupid n i swear tat it wont hurt me tat much compare to during her bd"so i m willing to wait n see and the most important thing is i still have the chance to go outside to xplore n see wat i reli want n willing to have..so tat thing wont bother me tat muc..bt still l bother me..haha.. )
so wat say u?u agree tat the 1st curry mee is still the best 4 u till nw?

wat should i do..?

m..jus to voice out my opinion n hope tat u 2 ll reply o post something up to let me know wat is in ur mind..
like i ask u "should v keep a distance from the ppl tat r nw deep in love?'
my answer is very simple when i was young(nw already 23..so no more young)..."
if ppl ask this q when i was below 23 i will say"scare wat..v nvr have feeling n nvr do wrong thing y mus avoid each other o keep some distance from each other s it is nt ez to gt a true fren.."
bt when i nw in 23 yr ols,my anser is.."we should k of wat her partner think rite..s v also wont that happy if ther is a boy that keep sticking v the ppl tat v love..so ther is a bit frustrated hope tat u 2 cn say something.."

happy day..

hha..i m very happy on 29th of aug..it is jus becoz tat day was my birthday..want to thanks to all my fren n their blessing also..haah..it is such a good time 4 us..n 4 my best fren tai lo..thx 4 d cake n the gift..x year o the year after i hope u cn appear in my bd party..haha..n my ah mei..thx 4 d lunch..it was great n simply unforgetable..hah..thx again to all my fren..n nt 4gting my family..thx my mom n dad 4 making me out ..haha..n my siblings 4 being bec from their working places jus to celebrate n have great time v me..thx again

after write blog

everytime after write my blog..i feel so good..mayb i ve wrote out wat i hide inside..so nw i fel gd d....bt i ll continue wat i do b4 s i bliev tat i m doin a rite thing tat i should do..i ll continue my journey tho the journey is long n boring n unsecure..o alone..i still will walk till the end..mayb u ll say i mstupid..hha..i admit tat i m tat stupid de la..like trany say"human are so tiny...cant change nything tat happened d...i agree tat ..bt i ll try 2 change..i bliev n i hope u all tat bliev in urself tat u can do it..tho it look stupid..hhalike wat i m doin nw...thc 2 u all n god bless

生日

也许是上天的安排，，在你和我说出你有男朋友后，我还是无可救药的爱上了你，，也许是从没人给我这样的感觉，，也许只是上帝给我开的一个小玩笑，，，就这样我们开始了，，从开始到现在从希望到绝望，，，我一步一步走向谷底，，爱一个人要受多大的伤，我不知道，但我知道我在 一点一点的消耗自己，，我不后悔爱过，现在不，以后也不会，，和你在一起快2年了，，每一天，我都在期待着奇迹的出现，，，每一天我都告诉自己，总有一天，你会发现最爱你的那个人是谁？？我不害怕等待，，但是这样的等待没有普通意义上的甜蜜，只有无尽的煎熬。 而这一切，我从没有告诉过你，在我看来，你应该是快乐的，，，面对两个爱你的男人，你应该是幸福的。如果对我的一切只是你对男人的报复，，那么请相信我，，你做到了，，你做到了让一个男人 在没有任何其它利益的驱动下，容忍自己爱的女人还爱着另外的男人，，可以象一条狗一样 对着自己的主人摇头摆尾，，，爱是自私的，是不容和别人分享的，知道没有资格让你去选择。 和你在一起的日子，是我这么多年来最快乐的，很感谢你 给我的所有，，希望你以后的日子能快乐，幸福，记的自己的身体不好，不要生闷气， 有想法的时候就去实现，，你有能力和条件去实现你的梦想，相信我，你可以的 不用自卑，相信自己，，人就只有一生，可以在有生之年实现自己的梦想是一件幸福的事。 把自己的心放开一些，不希望看到你不快乐，你过的幸福快乐，是我的心愿，也是我最后的要求 。写到这里。。我的心还是好乱。。今天是你的生日。。我好想和你大声地说“生日快乐。。我爱你。。好爱你。。”如果可以，我愿意把我的心割出来。。让我不再爱你。。就好像Pirate Of The Carabian 里头的坏人。。“我好想变成十恶不赦的坏人哪。。那我就永远不会再有资格去爱你了。。”我可以吗。。。？好乱。。真的好乱。。。好黑。。我的世界好黑暗。。我的世界好冷。。

after break stil remain fren?

i think lots of ppl face this kind of situation afterthey break v their love 1..."wat should i respond when face him o her?".."i feel so embarrass when meet her o him"..i do face this kind of problem oso s i m a normal human bein...i went thru an article somedays ago...ther is 1 sentence in the article tat reli draw my attention"if u cn fren bec v ur ex tat mean u all nvr reli love eah other b4!"tis sentence reli mak me frustrated.."y the author say so".."is it real"..?s i mention above i been went thru tis situation..n nw i do agree v wat the author say..coz ...if u reli love ur partners u ll giv it all u cn 2 him o her..n u willin 2 share all the bad n gd v them..n u ll think tat they r the perfect..after u break..u cant b fren?y?jus bcoz she o he is stil the best u ever had n u angry v them..mad v them...s u stil very k n love them!tat y after break cant b fren!..if u break n stil cn b fren?tats mean u just take them s the spare tire only..n dun reli ve d heart 2 lov n v them..wat u 1 from them is want to fill ur free time!..tat is very bad huh?so wat u all think ?

huicui

hhah...again i m usin a gal name 2 write my blog...m..she is my ah mei...tho she is nt from my family bt she is so close 2 me..hw close?m..reli close..she is d gal tat cn read my mind..so she is danger 4 me oso sometime..she is weird!y?bcoz she used 2 ve different thinkin than wat a woman should ve..mayb i shouldnt ve say her weird..bt she is reli a gal tat no other cn b..she is caring sometime n lovely sometime...bt she oso ve her fierce..so it is nt easy 2 b her bf..ther is somethng tat i reli 1 2 share v her..bt it is hard 2 convince or persuide her from here s i m far from her...i want to tel her tat:"just b wat u like n tho u r wrong bt if u insists tat u cn success oso..n i fel soli 4 teachin u all tat 歪道理..s sometime it is jus the way i think only..u ve 2 ve ur own thinkin...jus like wat ppl say ...dun just look on their bad side..c the goodness inside them..discover them..."so nw i owey try 2 look ppl gd side...n sometime tho tat ppl is nt useful 4 us bt ther is nt wrong nor waste if v fren v them rite?jus enjoy the living process in upm n appreaciate it..k"miss u n bless u v watever i cn..if u ever need my help..jus tel me...ll b ther anytime n anywher when u need me...hahha

u should read this

一个故事给心情不好的朋友国王有七个女儿，这七位美丽的公主是国王的骄傲。她们那一头乌黑亮丽的长发远近皆知。所以国王送给她们每人一百个漂亮的发夹。 有一天早上，大公主醒来，一如往常地用发夹整理她的秀发，却发现少了一个发夹，于是她偷偷地到了二公主的房里， 拿走了一个发夹。二公主发现少了一个发夹， 便到三公主房里拿走一个发夹；三公主发现少了一个发夹， 也偷偷地拿走四公主的一个发夹；四公主如法炮制拿走了五公主的发夹； 五公主一样拿走六公主的发夹； 六公主只好拿走七公主的发夹。 于是，七公主的发夹只剩下九十九个。 隔天，邻国英俊的王子忽然来到皇宫， 他对国王说：「昨天我养的百灵鸟叼回了一个发夹， 我想这一定是属于公主们的，而这也真是一种奇妙的缘分，不晓得是哪位公主掉了发夹？」公主们听到了这件事， 都在心里想说：「是我掉的，是我掉的。」 可是头上明明完整的别着一百个发夹，所以都懊恼得很，却说不出。只有七公主走出来说：「我掉了一个发夹。」 话才说完，一头漂亮的长发因为少了一个发夹， 全部披散了下来，王子不由得看呆了。故事的结局， 想当然的是王子与公主从此一起过着幸福快乐的日子。 为什么一有缺憾就拼命去补足？ 一百个发夹，就像是完美圆满的人生，少了一个发夹，这个圆满就有了缺憾；但正因缺憾， 未来就有了无限的转机，无限的可能性，何尝不是一件值得高兴的事！ 人生不可免的缺憾，你怎样面对呢？
逃避不一定躲得过
面对不一定最难受
孤单不一定不快乐
得到不一定能长久
失去不一定不再有
转身不一定最软弱
别急着说别无选择
别以为世上只有对与错 许多事情的答案都不是只有一个
所以 ~ 我们永远有路可以走 你能找个理由难过 你也一定能找到快乐的理由 懂得放心的人找到轻松 懂得遗忘的人找到自由 懂得关怀的人找到朋友 天冷不是冷 心寒才是寒 愿你的心都是暖暖的.... 人的长大伴随着一些失落,人的成熟附带着一些伤痕.好在有希望这东西,你总还可以去等；好在人与人之间，距离产生美感；好在生命里,快乐比痛苦多；好在这个世界,还有很多美丽；好在当你成熟的时候，你还不算一无所有!

haha..i want to b like tat oso

其实每个男孩，本来都是想做一个感情专一的好男人的。 　　
其实每个男孩，本来看女孩子都是看脸而不是胸部的。 　　
其实每个男孩，本来都是不会讲黄色笑话的。 　　
其实每个男孩，本来都是渴望爱一个人直到永远的。 　　
只是，没有任何女孩爱这样的男孩，她们觉得这样的男孩太幼稚，太古板，没有情趣。 　　
于是男孩开始改变，变成女孩喜欢的那种 嘴角挂着坏坏的笑,玩世不恭或者幽默,开始学会说甜言蜜语而不是心里想说的话,开始学会假装关心，学会给女孩送小饰物讨好她,学会如何追求，如何把握爱情。 或者看破红尘，游戏情场，成为女人恨恨的那种男人。 　　
他们可以很容易俘获女孩子的心 但是他们也会在黑的夜里叼着烟流泪,心里有爱的时候,没有女孩.有了女孩，却永远没有了爱的感觉 在听到女人抱怨世上没有一个好男人时候 他们不会再去努力做个好男人，只是微笑着擦肩而过……

道信

yo man....tis is the best fren tat i ever had in my life..know me the most n been broters for somedays d..tho v r apart bt v stil quite close n gt lot things to chat about when we meet..mayb 2 of us r tat kinf of talkative ppl n like 2 flirt around v others gals...bt tis guy is reli a nice man...he encourage me n giv me the courage tat i should have...i want to say "thank you my fren...without u i wont b going any farer than tat..."

我是懦夫？

昨天，我朋友告述我：“你很怕事！”为什么呢？只因为我没有去拒绝别人来参他们打球。。我像篮球场又不是我的啦。。每个人都有自由去打球。。你要如何和别人说？你难道说“对不起，这里满人了。。去别场啪。。”你做得到吗？我做不到因为他们是我的朋友。。我不能为了一些人的高兴而去得得罪别人。。我不要也不愿做。。因为“我高兴但别人不高兴的事，我一定做。别人高兴但我不高兴的事，我一定不会做。我高兴而别人也高兴的事，我非做不可！”哈哈哈。。这就是我的源哲了。。

我爱你！

我爱你！你知道吗？你也许认为我早已你忘了。。但是这一路走来你都还深深地活在我的心中。。我的心从没那么伤至到你有了男朋友。。我好想祝福你但我知道我做不到。。永远都做不到。。因为我还爱你。。如果以后有机会的话。。给我一个机会好吗。。让我陪你到老。。不在离开你了。。没有你的世界只剩下黑暗和寂寞。。待我离开这样的世界好吗。。我在这里等你。。永远的。。爱你和呵护着你。。好吗？我爱你秀姬。。。