1st time n last time...

heheh..
today i sit 4 my final paper 4 my entire uni life...
hah..
i duno..
jus i finish then jus out b4 the time is up..
haha...
it is the 1st time thru my 4 years in uni..
n my last time also
hha
good luck 4 me...

i miss u....

dunno when u ll read my blog again..
jus 2 let u know tat i miss u...
i do..
i ll start workin from june in LUMUT..(s mention in the previous post)
so i wont b able to meet u o hear anything news from u anymore..
nt bcos i m angry o wat..
jus bcos i m so unwillingly to leave u...
hah..
bt i stil ve 2 leave u...
jus when u miss me..
then tell me..
i ll change my job place after three years...
if possible..
hope to meet u at there...
i love u...

packin n leavin soon....

hhaa....
today i see my roommate start packin le..
he finished his paper ealier tho v r takin the same courses..
i stil gt 1 more paper left..
then i saw he packin..
feel so envy!!..
hha..cos start packin mean can bec soon le...
so i also decide to start packin..
hhe..
so i alomost done..
i pack the memory n the things in le..
i know i gonna miss here..
i gonna miss u..
n u....n u...
hha..
all the best to u all...
i ll take the offer to work in LUMUT there..
so wont ve lot time to meet u guys le...
all the best..
i love u...

1st paper n final paper....

hah..
wat i mean is tis is the 1st paper n final paper tat i ll face in DU...
hha..
so reluctant to ;eave tho here stil sick..
hah....
dunno when i ll bec here again..
miss here a lot..
sure ll de...

another offer again?

haha..
went to interview yesterday..
gt a job
salary is 1.8k..
low pay but ve to work 4 6 days /week...
n if ve 2 rush project..ve to do 7 days/ week....
it is a good career..
cos when u gt experience..u ll gt a higher paid 4 sure..
mayb ll reach around 10k....
i stil thinkin cos tat place is damn rural...
i dunno if i can stay at ther 4 so long o nt...
need to take certificate only ll leave if reli work at ther...

wat the fuck???!!

dunno y today jus feel nt rite..
i mean my body..
i slep at 9 at night..then waked up by fren at 11...
then hanging out n do some study til 4 am..
feel like slep..
then off the light n slep..
jus slep around 5 min..
i woke up!!
wat the hell..
jus cant slep..
then i continue my study til 5 am..yeah..
study 4 another half an hour..
then slep again..
after 1 hour..
stomach feel like nt rite!!!
wake up n go toilet..
after tat i dun reli slep again..
to i drink a large cup of soya milk..
bt stil feel the pain..
after tat decide go eat something(dun think is gastric cos jus ve my supper around 3 am)
bec home n decide take medi..
i whole day only slep nt more than 4 hours!!
i m dying le....

nice song...

This is the way you left me
I'm not pretending
No hope, no love, no glory
No Happy Ending
This is the way that we love
Like it's forever
Then live the rest of our life
But not together

Wake up in the morning
stumble on my life
Can't get no love
without sacrifice
If anything should happen
I guess I wish you well
A little bit of heaven
but a little bit of hell
This is the hardest story
that I've ever told
No hope,or love,or glory
Happy endings gone forever more
I feel as if I feel as if I'm wastin'
And I'm wastin' everyday
2 o'clock in the morning
something's on my mind
Can't get no rest
keep walkin' around
If I pretend that nothin'
ever went wrong
I can get to my sleep
I can think that we just carried on
No hope, or love, or glory
A Little bit of love
little bit of love
little bit of love..
To live the rest of our life

reject her?

m..
this few days been bothered by some problem..
nearly into a relation ship..
but i jus dun feel rite about it..
cos i jus dun ve thestrong feel about her..
but she has..
i m so scare to hurt a gal again...
i jus wan to be in love jus to let go something?
i think this motive is wrong..
it is not rite..
some fren tel me "go la..scare wat"
some of them say"u shouldnt start s u know tat she is nt the rite person"
so i also bit confuse...
time to make decision n rejct in a gd way is the best alternative...
thx 4 all ur opinion..
bless n miss...

new beginning le...

submit thesis le..
things that left are 2 study hard 4 my final le..
add oil pa..
n something ve to be puttin down n go on le..
no point carry those things v me...
time to find a new way..4 my new life...
future is waitin 4 me..
everthing good is at there waitin 4 me..
i ll be there..
i ll reach there..
i will success...
i will make it no matter hw...'i know u ll be there too all my fren..
lets make it!!..
it is our show nw...