i lost something

choosing path in my life...
never know it will be that hard..
never thought i will lead me to here..
never imagine that i ll lost something.
until now..
i knew that i had lost something...
i don't have the sense of humor..
i don't have the passion..
i don't have the heart...
i just lost it all..
the important parts of my life was thrown away..
now i am just a living without soul nor feeling..
like a walking zombie...
looking for flesh...
like an ant (ant got feeling or not)
hha..keep walking here and there..
like a boat in the ocean..
where should go..
if without any burden..i should have travel easier...go far away..
but i just don't know if this is the right way for me to sail..
where this path will lead me to??

i never regret...

this 2 years..
i am here study my master..
i am alone through out this special journey..
so sometime i might think what will happen if i still got lot friends??
will i be more happier?
will my life become more interesting??
will i become more busier entertaining them??
but at the end..i come out with a conclusion..
i just dont need that much of friends...
some of them i never miss or think about them...
maybe they did the same too...
i just need a few friends in my life..
i need some quality friends indeed of quantity friends..
so i have no regret of what i did in this 2 years...
and definitely i don't have to regret...
i will cherish the friends that i have now..
they are my treasure...
just so happy to have few to stand with me when i am in the valley of my life..
thanks buddy...
love you all...

破镜难圆

俗语说“破镜难圆”
如何说呢？
但一段感情被破坏了。。
你认为过了一段日子就会慢慢的复原。。
能够和好如初。。
能够当这一段是不存在的历史。。
认为时间能够治疗伤口。。
认为大家的成熟度能像三秒万黏胶。。
把破镜黏回去。。
那也许是你太天真了？
还是我们都不成熟？
那一段我们不愿承认的历史还是会在。。
不应该说的话也说了。。
我们放不下？
我们小气？
也许吧？
那就请你原谅我们吧。。
我想我们再也会不去以前了。。
我想我们彼此都错过了那一段黄金时段。。
我会不会想起那一段你和我们？
我会。。我怀念。。
但都回不去了。。
因为我们发现彼此都改变了。。
而你还是如此的老样子。。
你的脚步我们跟不上了。。
你有你的想法。。
你有你要走的路。。
你有你的未来。。
我们祝福你吧。。
为你祈祷。。
幸福快乐。。