i lost something

choosing path in my life...
never know it will be that hard..
never thought i will lead me to here..
never imagine that i ll lost something.
until now..
i knew that i had lost something...
i don't have the sense of humor..
i don't have the passion..
i don't have the heart...
i just lost it all..
the important parts of my life was thrown away..
now i am just a living without soul nor feeling..
like a walking zombie...
looking for flesh...
like an ant (ant got feeling or not)
hha..keep walking here and there..
like a boat in the ocean..
where should go..
if without any burden..i should have travel easier...go far away..
but i just don't know if this is the right way for me to sail..
where this path will lead me to??